GarY`s BirtHdaY PartY =D

happy brithday dude!!!!! lol..thanks for inviting us anyways..okat the best part of the party was....lets me see...okay theres two part: prawn fishing and utlimate frisbee..xD...when we went to the fishing lagoon...well nobody actually wanted to spend their money on that except loli..he wanted to experinced fishing..but later after loli said he would pay $10...bryan,javier and i immediately jumped in and said that each of us would pay $2 except me cuz...i lent loli $1 to buy coke....a bunch of assholes...LOL...XD..our spirit were very high then..but after 5 min...no prawn came...so...bryan and javier decided to return to the chalet...see i told u they were a buch of %&*&*&#@#.okay..so left me and loli..we waited and waited and waited...for 50 min NO PRAWN EVEN came TO eat our BAIT...what de heck... but i just would not stand to see another person spent so much money on that and got nothing as reward...but....GOD U ROX...at the last minute...the rod was shaking like crazy..but when i slightly lifted up the rod i could feel nothing so i decided to put it down but loli grabbed hold of the rod and fung it out...Our mouth were open,but no words came out.....IT WAS A PRAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!we were both damn super happy....i guess...we really need luck sometimes....:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and when we ran back to the chalet we were both just in time for the cutting of the brithday cake....so after eating the delicious cake....all four of us went to play frisbee..lol it was damn fun bryan and javier used their budda stance to attack us...it was really HELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUNNNY and fun..i learned something from this party...everyone has their good side....=) july 24~

everyone deserves a chance

today soccer match was so close..first half elf beat me by 8 score..4 12.but i struggled and ...became 12 12 but in the end i still lost..but i was sastify..i already tried my best...i would beat him again...next time elf..ur dead MEAT!...elf has really changed..he became so friendly and kind although sometimes still very idotic...lol.i guess people do change...we just need to give them time =)......hes gona be a good bf and husband next time..i just know it...elf ur a great guy....and i`m very happy to have a friend like u......thanks elf.....for helping me to realise this...=D

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OMG....yay...one careless mistake only in psle maths....SONG BO...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is way dude....go on!!!! :D

awakening =)

argh......my heart feels like its tearing apart.....so this is how u feel when i hurted u.....i didnt imagine it would be so pain....i`m sorry...i`m really sorry...i regretted that u suffered so much...so much.....i`m SORRY!!!!!!!!>.<(tearsdrops falling.....)plus...i got scolded by teacher tdy.3 days nvr hand in homework...nvr do finish...but....i really must say thanks to both of u..cuz....u help me realised something...is no use to regret what u have done cuz theres no way to reverse time...so! stop regretting!!!!! work harder and harder is just 3 more months!!!i will make u proud i promise i will =)GUYS the AvaTar is BacK!!!!

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chris now u see the real me....forget me, foeget that I EVER EXISTED.......i`m sorry...

life is so strange...

okay...this sux...i have two battle to fight now...one is myself and one is psle...but in order to go fight psle..i must fight with myself....my mind and my spirit now...i feel so strange like ..i wasnt the boy b4...or mabye i`m just mad...crazy..as my classmate would say it...but..the feeling is really terrible..is really very painful.....help....

what is missing?....

after all this months of hardwork...psle is coming..yea i`m very nervous abt it but..3 more months so less time so much to revise...is okay....i need to calm down..i believe i can do it..my family..my sis i wont dispoint u all....VICtoria sec wait for me...i`m coming...i wont give uo no matter what...they place so faith in me...i WILL NOT GIVE UP...never will i entertain that thought again never...but i feel that something is missing...i dono what but is very important....is it spending time for those who i loved?, playing computor? or....>.0 and after psle..i am going to make up for everything..wait for me guys! i`m COMING!!!!!~~~~