prelim results 2~!

maths 94....MATHS 94 yea@@@!!!!! paper 2 full marks.. rofl....okay so i`m the highest in class...for maths...ha i beat elf by 3 marks...i told u i`ll get revenge....:p...and chinese 80.5...the o.5 comes from teacher`s carelessness....lol.although siyin got...86.5..psle...i gona beat her...just mark my words....:DDDDDDD and english 58.5? wdHHHHHHHHHHH i gottten the same marks as elf and christine...hey that sux.....but..heh...both of them wont be so lucky next week....destiny..stop playing with me.please....i hate this la..WHY did i get so high..so u want me lie on the floor again?? my destiny is..a funny thing..now..i guess is the crosspath...of my life...the choice that i chose now,the determination i have now...would severely affect my future...so i ask my myself this question....what will i do.

i told u so..

rage....within me..u should be able to guess wut happen...58.5? for english? what shyt la!!!! editing 2 marks...and javier? 69....i really hate myself...i knew this would happen.....argh thats it .....i going to studying like a mad dog le...i had enough@@! i tell u i had enough1! i`ll ace psle!! u just watcH!

my true inerself....

whoa....i didnt have any idea that i was hiding all my emotions away...it started at class..when mdm ng was angry at us cuz...of elf,birddy and some other dudes who did not went home after school..rofl...well and mr super hero came in..who is me...i moved to the front and well...tried to make her happy...cuz i`m good at that lol.! and it work.!!!! at the science period welli made her luagh a few times....but i didnt know the feelings that i express were the ones that i had lost months ago....i have been hiding them so long..cool...lol...well but at sup,because i lost control of myself and started chattering continuously...she scolded me! what de...she said she should`nt have praised me...at the same time...mr eddie was also scolded too...cuz of the same reason...but he didnt did it cuz of something good! i`m not trying to boast right....and today i had my listening comprehension...psle...rain was with me..thanks~..both should get full marks.....and i realised something today...my pride had cuz me to become a stupid stupid guy.....arghhhh...i really hate myself...i lose to javier cuz of that tooo.!!!! thats it la!!! my fury come back le u all die le! mark my words~~~ ;D

turning a new leaf?

okay.....my prelim one chinese...156(without listining)...yea i know is...high..but.i still wish to get higher. and of couse i`m studying towards it...i really was frustrated during the last few days..and well i damage my own lungs...well it hurts...if i have a phrase i can describe the state i`m in...i would be....>i`m so tired<..lols...is hard to vent my anger...it`s really painful..and now....today...i think my heart shattered into a million of tiny red blobby things....yao yang...wdH....i knew he was immature but talking to christine and playing a fool of himself at class? i cant believe what he said to elf..."hey dont do homework la...later than do come and play catching".i really wanted to help him i tried...argh and i`m blamming myself for his studies?.i`m not trying to boast here but seriously....ARGH....

Dad`s BirThdAy~~!!!!

hey dad.!!!! happy birthday!!>..lol i even bought for him a 24.50 with popular discount pen...OMFG....24.50@@@22lol....now going to eat cakey le...:D both jie and i decorate it ourslves! at the icing room...it was damn fun...lols cuz when we decorate finish le go find mum and paid for the groccery...after realising that the it was already 7 we took a damn super super fast taxi home...ouch...it was so fast that i had lie my head on the sofa...xD.....this was the first year i bought him something so ex...hopefully he would like it >.<...afterall he bought me a parker pencil and black pen on my birthday...it is only right i do likewise...and we had steamboat for dinnerrrrrrrrrrrrrr ;DDDDDDD

prelim 1 result~

engilsh 61.5....i think i`m the highest so far....;DDDDDD..lol.for just the paper...no one got 60 above except me..i think...agn ;p...LOL..okay this is damn strange when i got the paper i feel damn super miserable i dono why...haiz...i think cuz i didnt manage to finish scinece...i still feel damn super super upset;;;AHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY HAVENTI FINISH THE PAPER...>@>@@##$%%^$$#@....llol maths 82....i win all the pros...except elf and siyin...that just ricks...lol elf win me by 2 marks siyin win me by 5 mark..hopefully when teacher go through the paper...i get can some extra marks xDDDDD...

LoVe is deaDlY

elf.....i cant belive i hurt them so much...argh...stupid.STupid...!!!!! i really dont noe what to do...my prelim science 61.5...F%$#&%&%^&$^&#^#&...arghhhhhhhi `m so confuss what should i do....sob SOB@@@!!!!!! i really hate myself and wish everything would just dissapear...reality is tough...is really though...now i just need wipe off the mist in my eyes and continue my journey....LIFE IS REALLLY VERY THOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Avatar the legend of Aang~

A true mind can rid off all evil...a true heart can slay all evil without hurt...we must detach ourself from the world to become pure....i made alot of mistake,took alot of wrong paths...but this psle...is the paTh that i will take to shine :D destinY be with me...=)

i feel so terrible...

ARGH.......i want to scream!!!!!!! tears.......my oral pSLE oralllllllllllllllllll..........I FLUNG IT........>.< ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH my last oral...and i did so badly...why WHY!!!!!! =( my conversation..damn.... everyone from my family wished me luck...but i failed them...I FAILED THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....I`M SO SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYY..

awww....

guess what....chloe and gary beat me in oral...wau lau....they got 41..haiz lost by one mark....nvm....Nvm...psle..the following day....so..yea be prepared dudes..cuz i aM goInG to ThrAsH u two...muhahaha...including si yin and xin yi la.....:D now we can just hope for tha besT.. ;))))))

oral resulT T_T

okaay....i ruLEEE wa chinese oral i got the highest!!!! for the one on one .......ahh...but it still stinks...i didnt get highest for prelim 39..the highest it xin yi...45 i think for si yin...>.o psle oral next week....i`m well preapred....at least i think so....:D psle briNG it oN~~~~ well....for english 22...okay la that sux i had fever...@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man......awwwwwwwwww....i could have got higher...elf got 24 chris got 23 sux la.....SUX LA....nvm this round i let them win... for psle....they are goinG DOWNNNNNNNNNNNN ;DDDDDDDDD ...k bye this is chi hang tuning in....i gota go sleep....;P

o.O

ha......elf no matter what u say..i will not stop studying..i will still win u....i will not lose to u...just BrinG iT oN!~~~!!!!

GarY`s BirtHdaY PartY =D

happy brithday dude!!!!! lol..thanks for inviting us anyways..okat the best part of the party was....lets me see...okay theres two part: prawn fishing and utlimate frisbee..xD...when we went to the fishing lagoon...well nobody actually wanted to spend their money on that except loli..he wanted to experinced fishing..but later after loli said he would pay $10...bryan,javier and i immediately jumped in and said that each of us would pay $2 except me cuz...i lent loli $1 to buy coke....a bunch of assholes...LOL...XD..our spirit were very high then..but after 5 min...no prawn came...so...bryan and javier decided to return to the chalet...see i told u they were a buch of %&*&*&#@#.okay..so left me and loli..we waited and waited and waited...for 50 min NO PRAWN EVEN came TO eat our BAIT...what de heck... but i just would not stand to see another person spent so much money on that and got nothing as reward...but....GOD U ROX...at the last minute...the rod was shaking like crazy..but when i slightly lifted up the rod i could feel nothing so i decided to put it down but loli grabbed hold of the rod and fung it out...Our mouth were open,but no words came out.....IT WAS A PRAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!we were both damn super happy....i guess...we really need luck sometimes....:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and when we ran back to the chalet we were both just in time for the cutting of the brithday cake....so after eating the delicious cake....all four of us went to play frisbee..lol it was damn fun bryan and javier used their budda stance to attack us...it was really HELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUNNNY and fun..i learned something from this party...everyone has their good side....=) july 24~

everyone deserves a chance

today soccer match was so close..first half elf beat me by 8 score..4 12.but i struggled and ...became 12 12 but in the end i still lost..but i was sastify..i already tried my best...i would beat him again...next time elf..ur dead MEAT!...elf has really changed..he became so friendly and kind although sometimes still very idotic...lol.i guess people do change...we just need to give them time =)......hes gona be a good bf and husband next time..i just know it...elf ur a great guy....and i`m very happy to have a friend like u......thanks elf.....for helping me to realise this...=D

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

OMG....yay...one careless mistake only in psle maths....SONG BO...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is way dude....go on!!!! :D

awakening =)

argh......my heart feels like its tearing apart.....so this is how u feel when i hurted u.....i didnt imagine it would be so pain....i`m sorry...i`m really sorry...i regretted that u suffered so much...so much.....i`m SORRY!!!!!!!!>.<(tearsdrops falling.....)plus...i got scolded by teacher tdy.3 days nvr hand in homework...nvr do finish...but....i really must say thanks to both of u..cuz....u help me realised something...is no use to regret what u have done cuz theres no way to reverse time...so! stop regretting!!!!! work harder and harder is just 3 more months!!!i will make u proud i promise i will =)GUYS the AvaTar is BacK!!!!

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chris now u see the real me....forget me, foeget that I EVER EXISTED.......i`m sorry...

life is so strange...

okay...this sux...i have two battle to fight now...one is myself and one is psle...but in order to go fight psle..i must fight with myself....my mind and my spirit now...i feel so strange like ..i wasnt the boy b4...or mabye i`m just mad...crazy..as my classmate would say it...but..the feeling is really terrible..is really very painful.....help....

what is missing?....

after all this months of hardwork...psle is coming..yea i`m very nervous abt it but..3 more months so less time so much to revise...is okay....i need to calm down..i believe i can do it..my family..my sis i wont dispoint u all....VICtoria sec wait for me...i`m coming...i wont give uo no matter what...they place so faith in me...i WILL NOT GIVE UP...never will i entertain that thought again never...but i feel that something is missing...i dono what but is very important....is it spending time for those who i loved?, playing computor? or....>.0 and after psle..i am going to make up for everything..wait for me guys! i`m COMING!!!!!~~~~

the earth is destroyed cuz of our selfish ways..i just cant STAND IT.!!!!!

look at that!!! the guys who dirtied the floor didnt even bother to pick up the rubbish and throw in away in the dusbin....is just,,i cant stand watching is that that HARD to pick up the rubbish and throw it in the dusbin????will it kill u just to throw one rubbish????? argh why cant they be more responsible.!!!!!i wish i can just HAVE ONE!! ONE friend which understnads me..shares my feelings..and thought..except my sister shes already the besT!!!!! haiz..if this continue bye earth =(

this is cool...

hey bloggy..i just figured out humans emotion are so strong...accutly they are the ones which make me who i am....they made me realised something..something very important..we must learn to control emotions..they are our most powerful weapon but also the most dangerous....mabye this is hard to understnad..but lets make it this way...without emotions...we are like mindless creatures..just doing whatever we want..slacking destroying the earth =(...it allows us to feel...to help someone..to do good things....but do we? NO! we abused them...as fame..popularity!! bullying!!!.is this worth it...is THS WORTH IT!???????...

:(

okay...i fianally broke up with her...and the reason is cuz i hate her??? wdf...does she even read the messages i sent her..why cant she read and understand!!!!!!!..argh..

heh..

:D sleep well princess..u earned it!! u studied so hard tdy..i am so proud of u.!!!~~~

watz up =)

hi bloggy...sorry so long nvr blog on u..xD too busy preparing for psle..omfg..is just 3 months away...so tired...i miss u princess......>.< really i dont noe why..but i miss her so much...

.....who de heck am i kidding?

so busy preparing for psle...so tired...i so hope it is worth it..love doesent affect me now so much..mabye the reson cuz i noe how control...now so confuss..does she really like me?even if she does....is just like..or love...argh so confussing now see other boys chasing her..what can i do????shes so popular so pretty of couse got boys chase her de...the day i kinda fear come le...who am i kidding i am just a patheic normal kid...why do she even like me..ARGHHHHH

sob sob

7 may....two person cried...we have gone beyon the line.... i gona take all responsibly to myself..is my fought....I AM SO SORRY WE HAVE TO SUFFER CUZ OF ME...i should not have gone so far...

sian..

3 may....esther wack chris head like alot times lOL...hes deserve it...didnt go so well in libaray sis feeling not well....chris answer my phone and i get scolded...dono if she laughed for my message....sian..BAD DAY

arghhh

2 may...sian..nvr talk to chris ...only talk 3 timesss she go joshua house =.= tution distrated by her...topped up $128 made mom damn angry...LOL

sad...

1 may...chris spained her leg bought new shirt and jeans...chris get well soon :D

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30 april...sweett get to go with chris to the libaray :D and drawn a potrait very nice de lol...

0.o....

lol....april 29 chris finally mature...too bad lol exam badddd chinese compo bad.....chris i nid u ....:D