my true inerself....

whoa....i didnt have any idea that i was hiding all my emotions away...it started at class..when mdm ng was angry at us cuz...of elf,birddy and some other dudes who did not went home after school..rofl...well and mr super hero came in..who is me...i moved to the front and well...tried to make her happy...cuz i`m good at that lol.! and it work.!!!! at the science period welli made her luagh a few times....but i didnt know the feelings that i express were the ones that i had lost months ago....i have been hiding them so long..cool...lol...well but at sup,because i lost control of myself and started chattering continuously...she scolded me! what de...she said she should`nt have praised me...at the same time...mr eddie was also scolded too...cuz of the same reason...but he didnt did it cuz of something good! i`m not trying to boast right....and today i had my listening comprehension...psle...rain was with me..thanks~..both should get full marks.....and i realised something today...my pride had cuz me to become a stupid stupid guy.....arghhhh...i really hate myself...i lose to javier cuz of that tooo.!!!! thats it la!!! my fury come back le u all die le! mark my words~~~ ;D